Note for self

"...you've gone soft, you don't have the courage to go forward. What's wrong? Your whole life has been a gamble but you got through. Why stop now? I know your life depends on this next battle and you may lose or win. But if you lose, why not harm the enemy with all your weapons and hate? Why not make him bleed with all your anger and lust for revenge?  If you quit, you lose your chance of winning. Come on, soldier, get up! Get straight, keep your head up. The world doesn't need week people. I know you deserve better, but this is what you have, this is what you get, this is how you've always won : AGAINST ALL ODDS. They have always hated you for winning when you shouldn't, you've taken their place and put your name up on the board of winners. They hate you because you're a smart fighter, intelligent, ambitious, fearless warrior; because you know how to play the game and you play it the best. You didn't give up when they did, you didn't cry when they did, you've just moved forward. They all hate you for that, but they respect you for that. Look how they bow to you, how they wave at you... The war is not over, so why stop now? Soldier! get up and die on the battlefield! GIVE THEM NOTHING! BUT TAKE THEM EVERYTHING! ...........you know you always win, even when you lose..."

You are what you think you are...

    When I want to be in a good mood, I 'cut' anything else in my mind and I impose that good mood to my brain. I stop caring about anything else and I act like the man with the best mood in the world. And when I do that, I imagine myself being in front of all the negative things (especially fear) and I tell them: "Look! Despite your trying to bring me down, I do the opposite and become better in everything I do." When I want to be something I just be it, no doubt, no remorse. Sometimes I get bored with the good mood and I want to be very rational and dismal.

Fuel for Positive Energy

   The problem which concerns most people is where they can get that positive attitude from, how can they stay positive with all those bad things and bad people out there in the world. The right attitude is a positive attitude indeed, but not a 'silly-happy-attitude'. We must have 'A-POSITIVE-FIGHT-AND-WIN' attitude, which means:

- we take a 10 min. break everyday, from our life, and we cancel everything. We cancel our memories, we cancel our concerns, our plans, we cancel the whole world actually, like it was nothing there. ( I prefer to just  watch the sky when I do that :) Simply relax in those 10 min., just let go, become one with the Universe. You can think about you as a another person, like a character from a movie. And guess who is going to write the script? You. 

- the next step is to start writing. The ink are your thoughts, feelings and imagination. Think, Feel, and Imagine yourself in the posture of having what you want. Do this 10min per day and then play in your movie, where you have the leading role.

-this is where you get out from the 'attracting-mode', get practical and get down to business. Remember: no doubt, no boundaries, no nothing. ONLY DETERMINATION, PATIENCE, CONFIDENCE AND ACTION. As you act to put things in motion, the things you asked for are coming to you because you attracted them in those 10 min. :) 

...Do this everyday in your life, and you will be verrry happy. There might be some downs, in your life, but there are not there to stop you (only if you let them). The bad things are there in your life to say: "I AM HERE  TO SEE IF YOU CAN GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF ACHIEVING WHAT YOU WANT, OR YOU WANT TO BACK OUT" ....because you have to grow strong in order to gain more confidence and skills. Don't worry if something is really bad, your emotion guidance system will warn you that something is wrong. You will have a doubt, a strange feeling which will lead you to another path.

And finally, the fuel for positive energy is not giving a f..k and keep trying even if you know you might fail. You got nothing to do else anyway. You will be amazed of what you will become. :)